ASV Chapter 79

Qin Kaiyi felt like he was almost dead. 

He lay on his back on the bed, expressionlessly counting the patterns on the ceiling, and felt that he was a deep-fried dough stick. His muscles were so stiff that he could not move.

Ah, maybe he was going to die. Qin Kaiyi sorrowfully thought that being done to death by Shen Feixiao still counted as being personally killed by Shen Feixiao… then was it possible for him to consider choosing this method to die? Although this kind of death was indeed a bit ugly…

“Shixiong.” Shen Feixiao’s voice came from the door. He pushed open the door, holding a bowl of black medicine in his hand. “Drink the medicine.”

“…” Qin Kaiyi wanted to reject Shen Feixiao’s good intentions. However, he knew that even if he refused, such rejection to Shen Feixiao would just be superfluous words. He was too lazy to speak.

Shen Feixiao saw Qin Kaiyi not speaking or showing displeasure. He stepped forward to lift Qin Kaiyi from lying on the bed and pressed the medicine to the side of Qin Kaiyi’s mouth.

“Shen Feixiao,” Qin Kaiyi opened his mouth softly, and his voice carried obvious hoarseness, “Is it that you particularly hate me?”

“Why does shixiong say this?” Shen Feixiao didn’t react to Qin Kaiyi’s provocation, and still looked expressionless. “It couldn’t be that what I feel towards shixiong, shixiong doesn’t know?”

“…” Qin Kaiyi was speechless.

“Someone broke into the formation a few days ago.” Shen Feixiao saw that Qin Kaiyi still didn’t have the will to speak, and suddenly smiled. “I don’t know if shixiong has the intention to meet the unexpected guest?”

After listening to Shen Feixiao’s words, Qin Kaiyi’s heart skipped a beat. There was no doubt… The unexpected guest Shen Feixiao spoke of was Yan Gu, who wanted to save him! 

“What did you do to him?” Qin Kaiyi’s expression suddenly became nervous. 

“Nothing.” Shen Feixiao looked at Qin Kaiyi’s nervous expression, and suddenly smiled again. “Shixiong, please drink the medicine obediently.”

So Qin Kaiyi submitted to humiliation and drank his medicine.

Shen Feixiao gently looked at Qin Kaiyi wrinkling his face and drinking the bowl of medicine clean, then said, “Does shixiong want to see that visitor?”

“I can see him?” Qin Kaiyi didn’t think Shen Feixiao had any good intentions. He stared suspiciously at Shen Feixiao. “Are you sure?”

“Of course I’m sure,” Shen Feixiao said as he picked up a plum and put it in Qin Kaiyi’s mouth. “As long as shixiong does not escape, I will not do anything to shixiong.”

“…” I didn’t think to escape yesterday. Qin Kaiyi’s mouth twitched. 

As if he understood what Qin Kaiyi’s expression meant, Shen Feixiao’s gaze let slip a strange emotion. “Shixiong, I went too far yesterday. But I promise I will never be like this to you in the future.” — —I have done everything I can; if you still decide to leave, then I can only…

“En.” Qin Kaiyi wasn’t in the mood to exchange more words with Shen Feixiao. What happened yesterday was still vivid in his mind. Although he strongly suppressed the fear in his heart, he couldn’t break away from the trembling that penetrated his very soul. 

Touching the bowl in his hand, Shen Feixiao saw that Qin Kaiyi was silent again. He got up and left, and went directly to the room where a certain person was locked in. 

And that certain fire spirit who was caught was severely disdaining himself at this time–as a ten thousand year old monster, he was easily captured by a cultivator who was under a hundred years old. This was a bit too dismal, so Yan Gu had to seriously reflect on whether his skills had declined due to laziness… 

“Your name is Yan Gu?” Shen Feixiao opened the door and spoke when he saw Yan Gu, who was locked in iron chains. His expression carried a bit of malicious mockery. “On what basis would you think to rescue Qin Shi?”

“… What’s wrong with me?” Yan Gu felt anger when he saw Shen Feixiao; he knew exactly how Qin Kaiyi treated him in his heart. 

“It’s nothing.” Shen Feixiao was still holding the bowl for Qin Kaiyi’s medicine. He casually placed it on the table, and then sat next to the table. He expressionlessly watched Yan Gu, who had continuously been glaring at him. 

“I used the Feng Shen on Qin Shi.” As if talking about something that didn’t matter, Shen Feixiao said lightly, “You should know what it is.”

“What????” Yan Gu was dumbstruck when he heard it. Of course he knew exactly what Feng Shen was used for–thinking of the most important effect of the Feng Shen, this Gu had many more benefits for Qin Kaiyi than for Shen Feixiao. Unless…

“I don’t expect him to like me.” Shen Feixiao’s gaze was a bit disordered. “At this point, I still don’t know what I want.”

“What on earth… is wrong with you?” Yan Gu looked at Shen Feixiao strangely.

“He dislikes me very much.” It was unclear what Shen Feixiao was thinking; he smiled indifferently. “Maybe he even hates me very much. If he wants, I can turn my back on the world for him. Unfortunately, he never has needed this.”

“… Shen Feixiao what on earth is wrong with you?” Yan Gu even more felt that there was something off about Shen Feixiao. 

“All he needs is to leave this world.” Shen Feixiao’s indifferent look made Yan Gu’s heart tremble. “Because this world is not reality for him at all.”

“… Are you crazy?” Yan Gu blurted out.

“Ah, probably,” Shen Feixiao said with a smile, “I also feel that I’m very crazy.”

Yan Gu stopped talking. He really didn’t know what Shen Feixiao meant.

“Actually, I didn’t have any other intentions in catching you.” Shen Feixiao sighed and said, “I just want you to send one message to Qin Shi.”

“What message?” Yan Gu didn’t believe that Shen Feixiao would be so kind.

“You tell him,” Shen Feixiao’s tone was serious and severe, “now that the Feng Shen has been used, my life is connected with his life.”

“… you.” Yan Gu wanted to ask Shen Feixiao why he didn’t say it himself.

“He wouldn’t believe me.” Shen Feixiao revealed an exhausted expression. “He might even think I’m just scaring him.”

“So?” Yan Gu still didn’t understand Shen Feixiao’s purpose.

“So, what I said, just obediently go ahead and do it.” Restraining all of his emotions, Shen Feixiao stood up and looked down at Yan Gu. “Otherwise, you will die here. As for that urn of ashes you carry…”

“You!” Yan Gu didn’t expect Shen Feixiao to threaten him with that thing.

“If you don’t talk nonsense, you still have a chance to bring it back.” Shen Feixiao waved his hand, and then turned around and walked out. He left Yan Gu trembling all over, staring at Shen Feixiao’s back. 

In fact, in this world, everyone had something he was desperate and worried about. For Qin Kaiyi, he was most desperate at the idea of not being able to return home. For Shen Feixiao, he was most desperate at what the eggplant had learned from Tang Shayun’s spiritual knowledge. 

Those pictures completely broke Shen Feixiao’s understanding, and had him make up his mind to give Qin Kaiyi the Feng Shen. Today, the Shen Feixiao who had obtained everything discovered that what he could do was only this meager. 

Just like watching Qin Kaiyi fall into the magma, just like being kicked by Qin Kaiyi off the cliff, just like that helplessness at watching him leave time and time again, the methods Shen Feixiao had to make Qin Kaiyi stay were so meager that it chilled his heart. 

Shen Feixiao had already vaguely guessed what Qin Kaiyi’s purpose was for everything he did from what he gathered in Tang Shayun’s mind. But even if he knew, what could he do?

Nothing, nothing at all. Shen Feixiao raised his head and looked indifferently at the clear and sunny sky. The scene from yesterday of Qin Kaiyi underneath him, tossing about in bed and begging for his forgiveness and mercy, appeared before his eyes. The corners of his mouth pulled into a grotesque smile.

Then, I gave you the opportunity to leave. Can you harden your heart? My dearly beloved shixiong…

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After Shen Feixiao left, Qin Kaiyi slept again.

But the quality of this sleep was not high. Qin Kaiyi kept dreaming of strange things, so that when he woke up there was cold sweat all over his body.

“Qin Shi?” A familiar voice came from outside the door. Qin Kaiyi froze, and then said in a hoarse voice, “Yan Gu?”

Sure enough, it was Yan Gu. The fire spirit, still wearing red clothes, pushed open the door and entered. His face changed instantly when he saw Qin Kaiyi lying on the bed. 

“Why are you…” That head of black hair actually became snow-white. Yan Gu was just about to ask something, when he remembered what Shen Feixiao said to him… It turned out that when the Feng Shen entered the body, the hair would really turn white.

“Ah, long time no see.” Qin Kaiyi didn’t know what to say to Yan Gu now they were both prisoners. Even if they used their spiritual knowledge to speak with each other, Shen Feixiao might overhear. 

“… It seems that I don’t have the ability to save you.” Yan Gu bitterly laughed. “Have you… been living well?”

In fact, Yan Gu asked this question but didn’t need Qin Kaiyi’s answer at all. He looked at Qin Kaiyi’s haggard face and knew clearly that Qin Kaiyi hadn’t been well.

Fortunately, Qin Kaiyi didn’t care too much, and he responded casually, “Not bad.”

Yan Gu noticed the bruises on Qin Kaiyi’s body at this time. He pursed his lips and wanted to say something, but he held back.

“You should go.” Knowing that Yan Gu wouldn’t be of much help to him, Qin Kaiyi didn’t want him to waste time on him again. “I’m fine.”

“Feng Shen is a Gu.” Although he didn’t know why Shen Feixiao wanted him to say these words, in Yan Gu’s view the Feng Shen would give Qin Kaiyi many advantages and no harm. “Shen Feixiao dares not hurt you. If he hurts you, he will use his life to pay it back.”

“What?” Qin Kaiyi didn’t react for a while.

“What I mean is.” Yan Gu looked at Qin Kaiyi, who was in a daze, and couldn’t help but comfort him, “Shen Feixiao’s life is now connected with yours. If you die, then he too cannot live.”

“… What if he dies?” It was unclear what Qin Kaiyi thought of; his face instantly paled. “Then will I also…”

“Yes.” Yan Gu noticed Qin Kaiyi’s abnormality. “What’s wrong with you? Why is your complexion so ugly?”

“…” Qin Kaiyi stopped talking. At this moment, a terrible idea appeared in his heart, but he didn’t dare to be sure yet. He could only shakingly ask: “… When Shen Feixiao said this to you, did he say anything else?”

“He…” Yan Gu considered for a moment then said, “He also said something very strange.”

“What is it?” The hoarseness of Qin Kaiyi’s own voice even made him feel afraid.

“He said… this world is not reality for you?” Yan Gu looked at Qin Kaiyi and said, “It seems he said that.”

“…” He knew. Qin Kaiyi’s vision went black, and he felt as if blood rushed up his throat. Fear, like madly growing wild grass, buried his entire body–Shen Feixiao knew what he wanted to do!!!

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It’s been a little while since the last update. Work has been terribly busy. I probably won’t be able to spend as much time on this website as before for a long while :’X

19 thoughts on “ASV Chapter 79

  1. Thanks for the chapter!
    I love smart people. There’s no room for misunderstanding that way. Though it’ll be hell if the smart guy is a psycho. Guess mc has no way out?

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  2. SFX is too damn smart even if he doesn’t go to school like me!! but I’m still confused with his feelings for QKY tho,does he simply love him or is he just being obsessive as heck??
    anyway thank you for the translation~❤️❤️! goodluck with ur job and don’t overwork yourself dear ❤

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  3. Rip QKY. You can’t escape, bro. I mean, unless you want SFX to die too then…I doubt it though…
    *pats QKY* Mm. Don’t think too much. Just…living as a kept man isn’t that bad. *averts eyes and sips wine nervously as I sweat buckets*

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  4. This novel is BRILLIANT. I’m definitely gonna review it on Novelupdates later!!! Dear translator, you really know how to pick them haha I was obsessed with Degenerate slave abuses tyrant and now thiiisss. This is one of the most character consistent novels I have ever read.
    This novel makes it possible to really see how the characters got where they are now, you can understand how consequences were reached, terrible as they were.
    Many novels make the ML yandere out of nowhere, but this one really let us understand step by step how the ML turned into what he is now. The mix of love, hate and obsession is extremely well done. It’s not sugarcoated. It’s raw and terrible, but absolutely wonderful to read — if you like a well crafted yandere as I do.
    Also, this novel deals with a fact many don’t. For example, I love Scum Villain, but Luo Binghe never knew Shen Yuan was from another world. The fact that this novel delves deep into the conflict of worlds was awesome for me.
    Also I have to point out that the fact the MC was always clear onto his goal of going home makes it absolutely HORRIFYING how this “fictional character” ML now knows the truth. That’s psychological horror done well! I could really feel MC’s fear, shock and despair. It’s like breaking the fourth wall on a horror movie or game, really gives you that creepy feeling of not feeling safe and anonymous as a viewer only. But, of course, that feeling on a way higher scale. It’s like the ML took the MC’s last shield of protection.
    Anyways, thanks for the awesome translations ❤️ I’m eagerly waiting to see where this story will take us. I somehow think the peak of psychological horror is yet to come…..

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    1. aw thank you for the wonderful comment. work has picked up in a terrible way and… this sh*tty translator is now preoccupied with writing fanfiction… i’m so ashamed, but it’s been a long time since i touched this website. will try to get back into it

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      1. Nooo you’re not shitty, you have awesome BL novel tastes aand actually takes time to reply to comments hahaha Good luck at work!! Also, by stalking the other comments, can I assume you’re writing Scum Villain fanfiction?? If yes feel free to tell the name if you want to and I’ll definitely try checking it out — I LOVE Scum villain and miss quality fanfiction haha. ( That one based on Dreamer in a Spring Boudoir is sooo good)

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  5. I think this can go one of two ways. Of course there is lots of ways this can finish, but I want one of these ones to happen. The MC will somehow get ML to kill him then they will go back to MC’s world since their souls are now connected. Even though MC doesn’t want to hurt ML, his need to go back is stronger. Idk how MC is going to get ML to kill him but it should happen in the next few chapters and idk if MC will figure out that he is going to drag ML’s soul with him either. ML will probably go into someone else’s body sort of how MC did. Now this is where my prediction splits: either ML remembers everything or he doesn’t. If ML remembers then he will find MC and hide his identity while making MC fall in love with him and they live happily ever after. If MC ever funds out he will already love him and it won’t matter anymore or something like that The other way is that he doesn’t remember anything but has this unexplainable attraction to MC in this world and they fall in love with each other. Based on how many chapters we have left I have no clue if this is actually possible and I think, for me, these are like the ideal happy endings and the only way I can think of these people actually being happy in the end. Tbh, this probably won’t happen and I wouldn’t be surprised if the real ending is really sad. I truthfully never trusted the system, so this is like if the system is actually reliable. But who knows. I’m excited to read what happens next 😊

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    1. thanks for reading! i will admit i haven’t touched this website in a while due to work picking up & other terrible hobbies (cough, scum villain fanfiction. the new donghua has rekindled my interest) but will try to get back to this soon

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